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The sermon at church was fitting, talking about God being more than enough. How true! Sometimes when I think of of it, am able to see that He calls me to a life of adventure and I get excited. Excited about the unknown life ahead! If it is God's will, why do I question. He will provide and if He doesn't then it was because He was in it and it was just part of the journey I needed to experience. But I must remember I am not my own, I am His, as is all that I claim in this world, whether it be car, house, or friends. And He will take care of me. For Him to neglect me would be taking away His glory. So all things work together for good, for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose. There is hope, He is our hope!
That being said, I was looking into school related things (finances) and realized that it looked impossible for me to go back. There just wasn't enough money. I mentioned it to my mom and she told me to pray about whether I should go back. But I already knew the answer, He wanted me to go back to TMC. Yes, to the world, it would seem out of the question or at least ridiculous. But when did, the God who did impossible things, ever tell us to listen to the world? He didn't. I've been learning He likes to do the impossible in our lives, so He might be glorified and we might see our need of Him. He's given me a year to learn this...and I still question. So, after realizing He wanted me to trust Him and He would bring me back to TMC, I had to laugh. How crazy I am to question the God who is all powerful, after all He's already done in my life. Faith is what it is called. Faith that He is enough and worth all my trust!