rainbows in the mail

In my last note, I told about the struggles I was going through. Not a lot has visibly changed, but it's ok right now. That night, I prayed, asking God for money, so I could continue to go to college. The next day, I went down to check my mail, expecting a birthday card, that my mom said was coming. So, I found the card in my mailbox and expected a twenty, but to my suprise, it was more. Just like God, to do that. Like Noah was shown a rainbow of promise, I was shown through a birthday card, His promise. It filled me with hope and I know one thing. While there are many reasons why I should continue going to TMC, God knows best. That is something I think everyone struggles with. And He has given me peace in the matter, but if like Peter, I take my eyes away from Him, my peace will be gone. My eyes must be on Him. He continues to test my faith, but for now, I am at peace with what His plan is. And if He wants me here next semester, I will be here. My job is to trust Him and live in the present, not to worry about the future because worrying wont change a thing. God will work it out! If He doesn't provide for me to continue going here, than He must have something else in mind. But I must trust that He knows best!