Blessed be Your name, in the road marked with suffering.

Tonight I got some difficult news and found my faith being tested once again. I'm starting to think that trials are a regular occurance. They follow me and are never far, even if one day can be great, the next could be yet another huge test of my faith. Some people don't seem to have many trials, life is a bit on the easy side, for them. But for the past year and a half, they have been a major part of my life. I can't seem to out run them. From the weekly trials to the big trials, but I've found the big trials happening more often lately. Honestly, this new trial is rather hard on me and I found myself just wanting to cry out. Why God?
To give you a better picture, I'll explain a little of this new trial. Last year I didn't go to college because of finances, but this year, I thought I'd take a step of faith and I went. And foolishly, I thought I would not have to worry about finances here, but I was wrong. Tonight my dad told me that I would not be able to enroll for classes unless we get this semesters bill paid off, when they want us to. From what my dad said, that looks pretty impossible right now. So, I don't know what to think. This has probably been my worst fear, in the last month. And I really don't know what will happen. The future is looking pretty uncertain right now and my faith is so frail. God I need a miracle, if this is where You want me next semester.